There is a section of memories, let I: February 1, 2012 to F
2012 February January, I have a stomachache, causes the rest is not good. Also in the stomach at the same time the heartache, because she is angry with me.
In February 2nd, I did not retain our love. Perhaps her ruthless, perhaps my character is not good, I always did not retain her, a broken heart, eyes tears, want to die. Because talking to her powers have been deprived.
In February 3rd, very afflictive. Think of his birthday soon, let my sister to accompany me on the shop to buy a necklace. Also make things and sister said. My sister said that she is not worth it, it is not worth. Ask me since breaking up also buy gifts do? I said I owe her, sister ask owe nothing, I said nothing. Just tell her that I owe her. After a meal to my sister.
In fact, I really owe her, because love is not in her beside her, can not play with her, let her suffer. More because of her birthday soon, I still love her.
Late on February 3rd, to many, including his sister said to me is not worth problem. Find true nothing is worth it, because love is not worth,. I love her love him, since she does not want to talk to me, don’t love me. I decided, I will not use any gift to save this love, the gift is her birthday. I have decided, that she would not, I will not be with her, will not have nothing to talk to her, because I find her, she will be angry, will be sad. And I just hope she is happy and happy. So I decided to buy a house to buy a car to work again, after her sister, older and wiser, will leave. A person to leave, a man struggling to live alone a person to the end of life.
My sister said that she is not worthy of me. I thought of death, also make plans and arrangements. But after sister. I found it is naive, I die anyway, father do? So now I don’t do stupid things, only sister big enough to understand, I gave all my family, I will leave, because I have your own conscience, I am your.
Now I think very clearly. Not worth it, because I’m in love, at least I dare to love. Love her, I will have to leave her, because she’ll be happy. As for me, just say so, a person to work, buy a house to buy a car, what has later sister grew up sensible to leave. As for what their sick and miss on my own by it. Nothing ‘t carry, all planned out, think of his time on the crazy work, to find something to do, hard times is a person with a small drink a little wine, after a good sleep, wake up and return to the work.
As of now, as you will, for her, leaving her, and used her time I, continue the habit of a person. Now very happy, because she is happy. Although he is very bad but lost, see her happy news makes me happy, happy from the bottom of my heart. As for me, I do not regret it. All the consequences of my own to carry it.
Love her to leave her, silently pays attention to her, not to regret.
Also want to thank my sister, my brother, my friends. I thank you for your hard time with me said session. Thank you. Tonight at five and several frat party chat, not drunk do not return Oh, take a drunk after a good night’s sleep.
